I've been thinking about shutting this down. For a while I made it so that only invited readers could view the blog. And then I didn't invite anyone! Haha.
But there were a handful of people I wanted to know that I was pregnant. Knowing that one of the best ways to get the message to them was this blog, I opened it back up and posted the last stuff about my heart. Now I'm back on the fence about shutting it down completely.
When I started this blog 6 years ago it was an on-line journal of sorts. A no-holds barred place to dump my feelings. A place that only a select few were privy to; a place where people supported what I wrote. Anymore I feel like I have to be cautious about what I say here because of how it's perceived -- spending too much time online, sharing stuff too personal in a public space...
It seems like I can't win for trying. I'm trying to decide if the backlash that can come from posts is worth the relief I get, for getting stuff off my chest.